` Just like snowflakes drifting through the midnight sky, ♥

No one would understand my thoughts of what im thinking, and feeling. Its really hard, mentally im tired.. What and how would life be for me when im 21? Thinking through so much,yet I cant do anything. I couldnt make a difference afterall. If I could, I wouldnt have landed up in this state now...

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Life's been tremendously hard on me, sigh, why. Im really feeling so mentally tired.. Im really afraid of being a disappoinment again. I know I've always failed but I'm willing to keep trying. Even though life has been really hard, Kai's always there for me, always. No matter how much I wouldnt talk or losing my temper, he never left, or complained. Im really lucky to have you. Ilyvm.

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When you really say out or explain what you really dislike or feel. People just keep getting the wrong idea, im really tired of it.. When you keep those thoughts to yourself, when relationship between people gets worst, people blame you for not finding the root of the problem and solving it. Thats how it is isnt it..? I shouldnt even be involved in a relationship. Before we crash and burn, its best to let it go now. Let tears be my last words ; 最后的沉默是因为我太爱你, 不许要用言语解释为什么要离开, 用眼泪就足够了

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Was it really you I saw yesterday at CS? It felt so real, but I couldnt be too sure. Im so sure it was you, but I couldnt be too sure..I hate it that I hoped so much to see you again but I cant give myself the courage to look at you again. Tears came flowing down otw home. It still hurts.. A part of me still misses you. I hope you're living happily and doing fine now, J...

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